Let’s be honest, Mark’s account of the resurrection that we read
in our Gospel today is probably the least dramatic, least satisfying account that
we get in any of the four gospels. In
Matthew, for instance, as the women approach the tomb there is a great earthquake,
and an angel descends from heaven before their very eyes, singlehandedly
rolling back the stone before sitting on top of it to declare to the women that
Jesus had been raised. And as the women
are returning from the tomb-- full of joy and excitement-- they run into Jesus
himself, and they fall to the ground to worship him. In Luke and in John we find similarly
dramatic details. And in every other
gospel except for Mark, the discovery of the empty tomb is followed by
a number of appearances of the resurrected Jesus, who arrives on the scene to
offer hope and instruction to his grieving and bewildered disciples.
But not in Mark. In
Mark’s gospel, this is all we get. The
whole of Mark’s gospel ends with the phrase: “and they said nothing to anyone,
for they were afraid.” Not exactly the
most inspiring or uplifting or empowering ending. “And they said nothing to anyone, for they
were afraid.”
Now some of you who read your bibles often might say, “wait a
minute, I could have sworn that there was more there— aren’t there actually ten
more verses after this?” And in fact it
is true that most bibles will include an additional ten verses after this morning’s
text, which does describe a few appearances of the risen Christ. However, most bibles will also have a note
somewhere— albeit sometimes in very small print-- informing the careful reader
that verses 9-19 are part of the “longer ending” of Mark, an ending whose
authenticity is actually hotly contested.
It’s a little bit of an uncertain thing, but what we know for
certain is that the oldest, most reliable Greek manuscripts of Mark do not include
the longer ending. This has led many of
the most well respected biblical scholars to conclude that the author of Mark
did originally intend to end his gospel exactly where we ended our reading this
morning— the women leaving the tomb in fear and amazement, with no clear
instruction on what to do next. No
earthquakes. No dramatic appearances of
Jesus to his disciples. Just three women
standing in front of an empty tomb.
So the question is, why did Mark end his gospel this way? We know that Mark’s gospel was probably
written around 60 or 70 AD, so even though it’s the earliest of the gospel accounts,
it was certainly written late enough that people would have already known the
stories about Jesus’ appearances to his disciples after his death. In fact those stories would have been passed down
through oral tradition for at least 30 or 40 years before Mark’s Gospel was
written down. Mark certainly would have
known those stories. He would have known
them very well. So why did he choose to leave
them out? Why did he end things on such
uncertain terms? What exactly was he
trying to say?
While we can never really know for certain the original intent
of the gospel writers, I like to imagine that Mark had something very specific
in mind in ending things the way that he did.
Rather than skipping ahead to the certainty that comes with actually
seeing Christ risen from the grave, perhaps Mark wanted his readers to sit a little
while longer with the uncertainty and complexity of it all. I like to imagine that Mark didn’t want us to
rush through the story too quickly, because he knew that in life, after we
experience great loss or disappointment, we need to dwell a little while in our
grief and uncertainty before we can truly move forward.
In subsequent weeks we will have plenty of opportunities to
read about and reflect upon some of the post-resurrection encounters that Jesus
has with his disciples. But for today, let’s
follow Mark’s lead, and let’s dwell for just a moment with these three women--
standing at the edge of uncertainty—at the edge of an abyss-- in the face of
the empty tomb.
To aid us in our reflection this morning, I want to start us
off with the words of a song. It’s a song
by a band called Mumford and Sons. Now
they are by no means a Christian band-- I actually have no idea what their
religious views might be. But there is a
song on their most recent album that every time I hear it, in fact since the
very first time I heard it, it makes me think of this story from the gospel of
Mark. The song is called— quite
appropriately for our purposes this morning— “Roll Away Your Stone.” The opening lines of the song go like this:
"Roll away your stone, I’ll
roll away mine. Together we will see
what we will find. Don’t leave me alone at this time. Cause I’m afraid of what I will discover
inside.”
To me, this pretty much sums up exactly where we find
ourselves with Mark’s gospel this morning.
The women approaching the empty tomb, finding the stone rolled away, and
afraid of what they might discover inside—afraid of what it all might
mean.
So the next question we have to ask ourselves this morning,
as we dwell with these women in front of the empty tomb, is why? Why were they afraid? Why did the sight of the stone rolled away and
the looming empty tomb frighten them so much?
Perhaps it’s because they were in shock. After all they had just experienced an
incredibly traumatic event-- they had just witnessed their beloved teacher and friend
executed in one of the most brutal ways imaginable. Their hopes and dreams had been completely
crushed. Perhaps they just couldn’t take
in any more new information. And so the
news that Jesus was risen, coming from a total stranger, was just too much for
them to process in that moment. Maybe
that’s why they were afraid.
Or perhaps, standing there with the truth of the resurrection
before them, they were confronted with the reality that everything was about to
change. Their entire lives were about to
be turned upside down. They stood in
front of that empty tomb with the knowledge that their lives would never be the
same. And that is always a frightening
proposition.
Karl Rahner is a 20th century German theologian
who said: “we must avoid the misunderstanding that
resurrection is a return to life and existence in time and space as we know
it.” In other words, resurrection
changes things. For those women at the
tomb, this was a lot to wrap their minds around. When the women left
their homes early that morning, it was almost as if they already expected
defeat. The gospel tells us that as they
made their way to the tomb, they asked each other, “who will roll away the
stone for us?” It’s almost as if they
were just going through the motions— still numb with grief, going to the tomb
to anoint the body because they knew they should, but half expecting to have to
turn around and go home once they got there because they would be unable to
gain access to the body. But then the
women encountered something at the tomb they did not expect. And as it turns out, they weren’t actually
prepared for the stone to be rolled away.
Perhaps they didn’t really want it to be. And who can blame them for that, really? They weren’t prepared for their lives to be
turned upside down-- yet again. They
weren’t prepared for the kind of change that resurrection inevitably brings
with it. And so they fled in fear, unsure
of what to do or how to react.
Isn’t that sometimes how it goes with us as well? How often do we encounter the possibility for
something new in our lives, but we aren’t ready for it, and so we run from it
in fear? We look the other way, or head
the opposite direction. We aren’t ready
to let go of what was in order to accept what may be— to roll back the stone
and discover what’s inside-- because we cling to what is familiar, even if what
is familiar doesn’t always serve us very well.
Resurrection changes things.
And so the final question all of us have to ask ourselves this
Easter is where are the stones that need to be rolled away in our own lives? What do we need to let go of-- what are we
afraid to let go of-- in order for resurrection to occur? In order for God’s light and new life to
break through— in order to follow where the risen Christ is leading us here and
now?
Here is the thing. If
you are sitting there in your pew this morning, and you aren’t really sure what
you think of this whole resurrection business-- if you are fearful of what all
this resurrection talk might really mean—or if you are skeptical about whether
or not there really is new life to be found for you or for this world-- well
that’s okay. Because if nothing else, we
learn from the ending of Mark’s gospel that it’s okay to be afraid and
uncertain-- especially in the face of loss or grief or great change. The women in Mark’s gospel were afraid. They went home and didn’t say a word to
anyone. We will hear in the weeks to
come about how the other disciples were afraid as well— about how they
abandoned their mission, how they locked themselves up inside, how they didn’t
believe. It’s okay to be afraid. It’s okay to be uncertain. As long as at some point we are willing
to step out of our fear-- to encounter what is in the tomb in order to see what
lies beyond it.
Admittedly, that can be a difficult thing to do, because as
the song says— who knows what we will discover inside. One of the things I love about the song by
Mumford and Sons is the genius of the opening instrumentation. The song starts with this beautiful lilting folk
melody— first on solo acoustic guitar then as a duet between guitar and violin. Then a single voice comes in-- singing
softly-- “Roll away your stone, I’ll roll away mine.” But the moment the lead singer utters the
words “I’m afraid of what I will
discover inside,” all musical propriety goes out the window. Guitar, bass, keyboards, banjo-- all playing
fast and loud with complete and utter abandon.
It’s as if once the stone has been rolled away the floodgates open and
chaos ensues. Sometimes, that’s what
happens when the stone is rolled away. Because
resurrection changes things.
So it’s natural to be
afraid. Mark lets us know this. But there is also good news found within
Mark’s version of the story— as uncertain as it may be. The good news here is that while we may need
to roll away the stone in order to experience resurrection, we don’t actually
have to do the heavy lifting ourselves. God
does that. When we are finally ready to
roll the stone away, to believe in the resurrection power of our God and follow
where God wishes to lead us, we may just find— like the woman at the tomb— that
God has already rolled back the stone for us.
The woman arrive at the tomb that morning to find that even in the midst
of, and even in spite of their doubt and fear, God had already been at work. The good news written
between the lines of Mark’s version of the story is that resurrection happens with
or without our belief. With or without
our striving, with or without our effort, resurrection happens. In spite of our frailty, our weakness, our
fear, our sinfulness, and in spite of our inability to roll away the stone on
our own, resurrection happens. We don’t
have to make it happen, will it to happen, or force it to happen. God does that. And then, when we are ready, we can look
beyond the stone that God has already rolled back for us, and see what new life
waits for us there beyond it.
This morning, when you walked into the church, you received a
small stone. I’m going to ask you to
take that stone out now, hold it in your hand, and close your eyes. Notice how the stone feels. Notice if it’s smooth or rough. Turn it over in your hand, feel the weight of
it. And as you do, think about the
stones that need to be rolled away in your life. Think about the places where God might be
calling you to something new. Think
about the weight that God may be trying to lift from your shoulders. Can you let it go?
In a moment, I’m going to invite all of you to make your way
up to the front of the church to place your stone on the table at the chancel
steps, to symbolize your willingness to look beyond the tomb-- to recognize
where God is calling you to seek new life and resurrection. Roll away your stone, I’ll roll away
mine. And together, we will see what we
will find. Let us begin.
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